To be a two-leaf-clover

I was running around my home today for 1 and half hour. It feels so great and fresh when I run against the rain and wind, as if God washes me and make me clean. Or as if I'm running against all the rules of this world. At one moment I was in a park. Everything was green. I lied down on the grass and found that there were clovers between my legs.

Sky was gray.

I was just focusing on a group of clovers. They were all 3-leaf. You know, as common sense, people usually try to find 4-leaf one. Yeah, there are few 4-leaf-clovers in this world because of mutation. People think when they got one 4-leaf-clover, that means they got one piece of luck. Then how about 2-leaf-clovers? Are those hard to make? Nah, just get rid of one leaf from a normal clover. But I'm pretty sure it is hard to find as its natural condition.

Now let me think... If people all want to be a person like 4-leaf-clover, who has a bunch of luck in his or her life, they will always fail to content with themselves. 4-leaf-clovers are just naturally born and we cannot be just naturally born with a lot of luck. There are some people who have enough luck to make themselves happy but we cannot be like those people. If we keep trying to be 4-leaf-clover-person, we will never be content with our current condition.

Then how about 2-leaf-clovers? I haven't seen a clover which is naturally born with 2 leaves, so I'll assume that it is harder to find. But all clovers can be 2-leaf-clovers which are more special and rare than 4-leaf-clovers. The process needs one touch of nature (including human) and pain. And 3-leaf-clovers probably not want to lose one leaf because if they lose, they'll lose one source that they get their energy. But still, they can live. We are just like 3-leaf-clovers, normal, ordinary and nothing-interesting people. We are greedy and don't want to lose our luck. Being envy of 4-leaf-clovers, always blame someone else who are not responsible of our 3-leaf-condition. We can also be special. Just one touch from God. He will take one leaf away from us. Yes, the process is very painful. But still, I think the result worth it. God wants to make us all special, and the process of living life can be painful. If I'm not 4-leaf, then I'll just move on to be 2-leaf even though I will be suffered.