Wow... A lot of thoughts are coming through my brain. I cannot arrange those thoughts properly. I tried to write diary, but ended up just a bunch of digressions...
During last 1 and half year, I think I stopped thinking deeply. I was afraid of falling into a infinite loop. Actually, I'm still afraid of the randomness of my thoughts. Those tend to make me depressed, so I was actually being afraid of being depressed. You know, there are some people who never fell in depression because they are so busy and don't have much time to think about something. Being afraid of having much time, I was trying to behave as a workaholic and still I think I am. Just trying to find something to do... to spend free time...
Hi Seunghee! This is Tom, I had to post under Anonymous. I like the name of your blog; very creative!
ReplyDeleteIt's really hard for us to control all our thoughts, isn't it? I think we all find it somewhat difficult; maybe you're having a harder time than most! But I'm sure your thinking/writing will become better and less confused over time. I think it takes practice. And you could also pray for a sound mind. The Scripture says we were given "a spirit of power, of love, and self-discipline." (2 Tim 1:7)
Thank you so much Tom :) Yeah, I just need time to get used to think in deep way. And also prayer :)
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