I've been very sick for about 4 days. I got ringer shot yesterday and slept for 6 hours before the sunset. It's just hard for me to stand up and roam around. It feels like every organ of my body cries out against my order. Headache, cough, dizzyness, fever, sore throat, muscular ache, sniveling and so on... When have I been sick this much for the last time? Maybe it was about 8 years ago? I hate to skip the classes, but I didn't have any other choice. Just eat and sleep and eat and sleep and...
What made me so weak? Where am I? I feel so lost in the mist. I've lost my dreams. The sickness made me think about myself. I was not the kind of girl I see myself right now. I THOUGHT I WAS healthy, honest, generous, diligent and faithful. Who is the girl sitting in front of my laptop and typing on the screen?
Whoa... So many things I've lost since last year, which are health and passion. What should I do to get them back to my life? So lost to arrange my thoughts...
